fermion
"Its in the grey, seeking the red in every way, hiding from its dying, lying and denying."

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24 years old
ALPINE, CALIFORNIA
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Last Login:7/25/2008
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    fermion's Interests
GeneralBeing creatively expansive with any and all of my facades, pretending to be something I'm not pretending to be, memorizing the entire dialogue to V for Vendetta, smelling people, cause you can tell a lot about a person by their SMELL, as Agent Smith so delicately put, "Its the smell..."(inspired by Laura who will never read this, and of course thats because she smells funny)...hmm what else, oh yea, ExploRing thE bounDaries of Reality, rEality is the bounDaRy, and thEre is no way of escaping it...its just it, reality. however, its infinite Depth, can be found in its observeRs dEfinition...the infinite combinations of vibrations that lead one to percieve, but more importantly, FEEL reality. The processes of capturing that perception and altering it to create a view just outside one's imagination, that only combinations of vibrations could describe...Playing and dreaming about Half-life and its counterparts....learning to sing, and singing, (I should say learning to breathe, and breathing...) coffee tasting, expanding my palette...and some other stuff...CRYSIS = BEST GAME EVER MADE, FYI
MusicTo name a few, Tool, Dredg, Porcupine Tree, A Perfect Circle, Opeth, Pink Floyd, Mute Math, Imogen Heap, Andrea Bocceli, Josh Groban, various composers like Cliff Martinez, Samuel Barber, John Debney, Don Davis, Hans Zimmer, Robert Fripp, HL1 and HL2/EP1 scores, Halo 2 and soon to be Halo 3!!! scores, Shades of classical mainly Adagio's and Moonlight sonata's(hehe), zones of ambience, i.e Lustmord, Asmorod, etc. the occasional trances, basically sounds and combinations of sounds that create environments, express things beyond words. Music is a language, and one I seem to understand more than just plain old language...it runs so much deeper...
MoviesI AM LEGEND!!! V f(0)r Vende1ta!! Matrix trilogy as well as The Animatrix, 300, Batman Begins, United 93, Event Horizon, K-Pax, Stay, Waking Life, Jack Ryan films, The Ring(1 only), Lord of the Rings, Hannibal Lector films, Airplane, Spaceballs, Monte Pythons, Snakes On A Plane, Beerfest, Mr. Bean(and all Rowan Atkinson stuff), Rat Race, Leslie Nielson movies, all of them, funniest movies ever made. War movies...blah blah blah, good movies, I like good movies.
TelevisionSeinfeld, Lost(nothing short of genious), Conan O'Brien, BOSTON LEGAL!!! Simpsons, oh and fuck Family Guy, 3rd Rock From The Sun, Malcom in the Middle!!, Married with Children, Reno 911, Southpark, The Daily Show, Frontline, Nova, etc, etc,.....
BooksThe Psychology of Music, The Elegant Universe, Ender's Game, The Giver, Turn Right at Orion, Just Six Numbers, The Da Vinci code, Unlocking the Secrets of The Solomon Key(great all-encompassing source on all things stirred up by The Da Vinci Code,) and, well, many more to come I'm sure...
HeroesMore than I know...
Groups: ,. Tool Army .,LOSTdark ambient sound

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Status:Single
Hometown:San Diego
Zodiac Sign:Taurus
Occupation:Musician



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About me:
.. Sometimes I like to be alone when I gaze, let the vision of the heavens hold my soul, hope to hope that someone, or something is looking back at me, hoping for the same thing. Full focus on my gaze, my body drowning in the depths of the earths shadows, I begin to see from another perspective. Feeling our movement through this seemingly calm and empty space, I watch in patterns of waves, in a bit of a 'daze', as far becomes near, and near becomes far, the true scale of the universe revealing itself to me. Streeks of light splatter my view like moths on a windshield, reflecting moon lit light on this most rare of summer nights. And then it happens, something changes, a mood switches, and I realize not only am I choking from the shadows and the dewwy textured air stimulating a now subliminal sense of feeling, but I am drowning in my own sole perspective. You see, between the lights and throughout, is chaos. At the very tip of reality lies the quantum jittering, tearing, ripping, and healing(via 'super'-strings) of the FABRIC of space-time ITSELF, of reality itself. We are witnessing so much more than we are seeing. Now closing my eyes, ignoring the light and its opposing siblings, sounds emerge like the first drops of rain on a lucidly calm pond, reviving its corruption of the surface. These dissonant vibrations interpreted to harmony by the ears of only a select few, are so rare and so precious. To be one of the few to hear and hold its pulsing soul, the soul of our existence, to become an evolving harmony and not just a single note, can even still, leave one in question. But IT IS THAT, ITSELF, the question that drives us to evolve. Evolve to hear, to see, to feel, and to become these patterns of vibration that unlock a singularity that has been longing to be renewed...inside each and every blink of chaos that manifests itself in the shape of a human soul. A F E R M I O N V I B R A T I O N.
Magnetic Ink, test render 01 from flight404 on Vimeo.
Solar, with lyrics. from flight404 on Vimeo.
Tendrils 01 from flight404 on Vimeo.

Who I'd like to meet:
the one I run away from... Why, do we why, do you why, do I why. ? . ? . ?

.:.fermions are products of themselves, much like words that are spoken, they are perceived revisions of the fermions before them, merely a product of their peers...a fermion vibrating a previous fermions agenda...so now what does that make you? what does that make me?.:.

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Raiders Fan! In San Diego





Jul 23 2008 8:37 PM


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alli





Jul 11 2008 12:36 PM

HI!! WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN MISTER!? LOL I WRITE YOU AND GET NO WRITE BACK.... =( HOW VERY UNFRIEND IS THAT. HAHA JUST KIDDING.
SO WHEN ARE WE HIKING BUD?
Laura





Jul 5 2008 3:46 PM

Hah Nick only thinks I smelly funny because he is surrounded by his OWN funky smell, Ali :)
alli





Jul 1 2008 12:42 PM

so you like to smell people? i smell like flowers! lol your right laura does smell funny.
just kiddin laura!
Raiders Fan! In San Diego





Jun 30 2008 10:41 AM

ohhh you are going to hell for that statement!
but what can you expect from some one who was raised in backwoods of san diego!
alli





Jun 30 2008 10:57 AM

HEY!!! so when are we hiking??? hit me up and let me know when is best for you! also you better come to my birthday party on saturday @ bush's house!!! it's starting around 9:30! i still dont know what i am going to do on my actually birthday on wednesday though...... hummmmmmm.....
Raiders Fan! In San Diego





Jun 29 2008 11:05 AM

George





Jun 23 2008 1:10 PM

hahaha

v v





Jun 21 2008 8:35 PM

go suck an egg! biooooooooooooooootch!
v v





Jun 19 2008 11:37 PM

fluffy! you smell like vaaaaagggiiiiinnnnnaaaaa!!!
Jon





Jun 19 2008 5:15 PM

what up you SOB?!!!! what the fuck yo been up to man? Ive just been working and sleeping! Thats my life in a nutshell.
well hope all is well man! hit me back anytime you want ok, later!!!!
Tiffany





Jun 16 2008 7:28 PM

I have been okay, how bout you? I will not be at the show because that is my birthday and I will be at a huge rave in LA.
I hope the show goes well!
nathan





Jun 13 2008 11:21 PM

live for nothing, or die for something!!!!!
hahahhaha omg!! genius!!
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Jun 12 2008 12:40 AM

nothing punk. haha.
POP LOCK AND DROP IT!!!!
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Jun 11 2008 11:44 PM

KRAMER!!!!!!!!!!!!!
alli





Jun 3 2008 8:12 AM

well u know where we live. next week after practice or something ya'll can come over and see him!!! i'm so excited to go home today and play with him.
julia is picking him up after work! yay!!!
v v





Jun 1 2008 10:12 PM

you said hella, haaaaaaa! i saw a dood running with vomit going down his face. i also so a doood running barefoot. deliciousness.
alli





Jun 2 2008 5:46 PM

were getting a puppy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm so super excited!!!!!!!! julia is picking him up tomorrow!!!! its a chocolate lab and she named him King!
Jon





Jun 2 2008 6:02 PM

HEY YO SON OF A BITCH!!!! JK WHAT THE FUCK YOU BEEN UP TO MAN? DID YOU HEAR ABOUT THE 7 TORNADOS THAT TOUCHED TOWN OUT HERE? PRETTY CRAZY STUFF.
THE MAIN ONE TRAVELED 40 MILES AND WIPED OUT THE TOWN OF WINDSOR AND GREELY! ANYWAY HIT ME BACK MAN LET ME KNOW IF YOUR HEADING OUT HERE ANYTIME SOON AIGHT, LATER!Photobucket PS.
YOU SCRATCH MY BACK ILL SCRATCH YOURS SO SPREAD THE SICNESS! AND ILL SPREAD THE RED!!!!!
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Jun 1 2008 11:25 PM

haha...i know, you lucky duck!
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Jun 1 2008 11:35 PM

i have NO voice right now, because of the whole cheering for the runners and the pat benetar concert tonight.
blah!
v v





Jun 1 2008 10:04 PM

haaaaaaa! wish you were there krammmer.
v v





May 23 2008 12:09 AM

drop it like it's hot.
alli





May 22 2008 10:57 AM

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WHY DIDN'T U COME TO SIX FLAGS???? YOUR FIRED. LOL JUST KIDDING...
Laura





May 22 2008 11:23 AM

No more sad smelly Nicks....I hope you're having a better day today!
AlaskanCat





May 15 2008 5:32 PM

Thanks for adding me! =)
I really like what you wrote in the section above...I sit & gaze constantly, except it's generally through a lens... ;)

See you soon(ish)!
~Cat
TequilaClown





May 12 2008 6:23 PM

No joke right man.
Well I hope you have a show that is close that is not over 21 that would be insane
v v





May 11 2008 11:22 PM

yuma was delicious.
my boyfriend did his first live performance and it was amazingggg :)
TequilaClown





May 12 2008 12:21 AM

No my ride ditched me.. Good friend eh! He called said he was going to be there then I sat outside for around 2 hours he sent a text and it said forgot to mention I couldn't pick you up I'm already at the show sorry :(... Dick Sorry man.. I had no other ride then him
Laura





May 12 2008 12:33 PM

So.....this is the best picture of you I have ever seen in my whole entire life.

And you'd think that statement would be an exaggeration.....but it is not.

:)

v v





May 11 2008 11:10 PM

how was the bb meeting? did you learn how to blend your fingers in a blender?
Tiffany





May 9 2008 2:53 PM

yessir :)
alli





May 9 2008 3:23 PM

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TequilaClown





May 9 2008 5:15 PM

Yeah bro ill be at the show. Rockin and banging my head. If I can't get a ride ill text you before.
Raiders Fan! In San Diego





May 9 2008 6:16 PM

Yeah but that song kicks ass!
i think I will buy that dvd
~Nik At Nite~ {{SAQ}}





May 9 2008 1:17 PM

Hey Nick...sorry I missed your birthday yesterday...I wasn't online.
So, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! I hope you had a great one!! See you tomorrow night!! :)
Mike





May 8 2008 3:09 PM

happy birthday nick.... you just turned 18 right?
lani





May 8 2008 3:45 PM

Happy Birthday!
Sorry about the last show. Alyssa is in Chicago, but next time you play we will come!!!
Have a great night......
your friend in maynard,
L♥
Natty





May 8 2008 4:17 PM

Hey Happy Birthday Man!!
TequilaClown





May 8 2008 5:02 PM

Happy mother fuckin Birthday!! Hope its a great one.
Eat some cake for me AND DRINK SOME FOR ME!!!
heather malia





May 8 2008 6:43 PM

happy birthday!!!
Blue Eyes