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"I'm not a dreamer... But rather a confident believer. My only competition is the man in the mirror."
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23 years old
Little Rock, Arkansas
United States
Last Login:7/25/2008
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| General | God, make'n my friends laugh/happy, make'n people laugh, do'n things for others, do'n things others wouldn't, skydive'n, cliff dive'n/jump'n, play'n guitar/piano (or trying to), illegally street race'n (no, not my Jeep), mud'n/off-road'n, monster truck shows so I can get out my cut off jeans I turned into shorts/my joe dirt wig/cut off tshirt and act a fool @ the truck show, hang'n my foot out of my Jeep while drive'n, jog'n, work'n out, kickbox'n, martial arts, ride'n sports bikes, cruise'n in a harley (aint nothing like it), snow board'n, parasail'n, seadoo'n, water sports, drive'n not really go'n anywhere, dance'n/club'n, horse back ride'n, ride'n 4wheelers, work'n on vehicles, tune'n/customize'n vehicles, build'n, read'n, learn'n about anything (for I believe you can never know to much), sing'n, write'n non-fictional as well as fictional stories, web design'n, code'n, tha military (even though they would not accept my app. due to myself be'n a "liability" and even though I do not support this war we are in, I do support tha men and women in it), stop'n on tha side of tha road for someone that has their emergency lights on to see if they need help, play'n football, design'n, watch'n a storm, write'n lyrics, there is more stuff I like to do, however, I can't think of them at tha moment.
| | Music | Country, Rap, R&B, Trance/Rave/Techno(whatever you wanna call it), Classical, Christian, Rock, Hevy/Death Metal, some Pop (none of that Hanson MMMM Bop crap though, I dunno what the hell that song was about), and Chopped & Screwed especially from SwishaHouse family...
Currently I am listening to "I'm Tryin" by Diamond Rio. | | Movies | Biker Boyz, City of Angels, November (Yes, I do like some of those girly, sad, movies), Mothman Prophecies, Fast & Furious, Bad Boys, Little Miss Sunshine, Taledega Nights, Super Troppers, Drop Zone, What Dreams May Come(My fav.), A Man Apart, The Wood(now you caucasians wouldn't know nothing about that there movie), anything Teckademics, Patch Adams, Hitch, AI, 5 People You Meet in Heaven, Napolean Dynamite, CKY, Knockaround Guys, Suspect Zero, Wedding Crashers, Kung Fu Hustle, Saw, Going Greek, Crash, and The Island. | | Television | Ain't got enough time in a day to sit on my rear and watch t.v. Plus if I did have the time i'd much rather spend it by work'n my skinny butt out at the gym more. Personal opinion: I think t.v. is boring. I'd much rather spend my time in real life or instead of watch'n someone do it, i'd much rather just go out and experience it myself. | | Books | The Eyes of Kid Midas, Purpose Driven Life, The Gift, as well as the books I am currently work'n on would have to be my favorites. | | Heroes | Jesus, Mary the mother of God( I wish I had half her strength. To sit there and forgive those that hurt her son is amazing to me. I'm in fear that if someone hurt someone I loved I would be blinded with rage, and do something I'd regret later to the person that cause my loved one pain), my friends for being there to make me smile as well as for making me upset cause I have always learned from it regardless of outcome, my Grandmother for always making sure that everyone was provided for before herself, my Mother for sticking by me when the man she loved at the time of my birth did not, my lil Bro for overcoming all he has and waking up so positive each morning cause it's a new day with new possibilities, my girlfriend Audrie for going to school full-time and working part-time as well as for being my light in a dark world, lastly myself for looking at most negatives that have occured and finding the positives(most of the time not all...lol) |
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| Status: | In a Relationship | | Here for: | Friends | | Orientation: | Straight | | Hometown: | Little Rock | | Body type: | 6' 2" / Athletic | | Ethnicity: | Other | | Religion: | Christian - other | | Zodiac Sign: | Leo | | Smoke / Drink: | No / No | | Children: | Love kids, but not for me | | Education: | Some college | | Occupation: | Business | | Income: | $30,000 to $45,000 |
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About me:
About me a? Well I'd like to keep it brief but for those that don't want the 'brief' version and would rather read the novel that was written by me with the help of others perceptions about me, scroll down to the 'facts o J' section....
I perceive myself to be unexplainable. I'm more then words on myspace. I'm something to experience rather then read about. Wanna hear about me and/or know my thoughts/feelings/emotions? Then listen to my playlist towards the middle of this page. Music choice, in my opinion, better explains someone then reading about em.
If you have a facebook, hit me up on there as well, just click the icon below.
Let us play tha do not's: :
-DO NOT SEND ME A FRIEND REQUEST JUST CAUSE YOU LIKE HAVE'N A POOP LOAD OF PEOPLE IN YOUR FRIEND LIST CAUSE YOU THINK IT'S CUTE. ONLY SEND ME A FRIEND REQUEST IF YOU HAVE INTENTIONS OF MEET'N ME ONE DAY TO SEE IF I HAVE THE POTENIAL OF BE'N YOUR FRIEND (this doesn't apply to you if you live far away from me cause, obviously, we can't meet up).
Recent updates(check back here regularly)::
-April 14th, My cousin Chase recently found me on MySpace. I hadn't talked to this cat in a minute. Soon to follow, his sister Ashley also contacted me. I'm hoping I get to go down to Alabama and hang with them for a weekend or so, and play catch up. It's been years since I've seen those two.
-April 3rd, Acura comes back tomorrow from shop then goes back into the other shop to get the taillights done, shift boot done, carpet redone, passenger seat redone, then after it's done at riverside acura I take it back to custom1 to get rims painted candy black.
-Feb 7th, Aud's Dad backed into my car. I had to get a new rear bumper anyways.
-Novemeber 11th, backed into a rock that put a ding in the bottom passenger side of my rear bumper. Didn't even see it. Rock wasn't tall enough to catch in my side mirrors or rear view. FTL!! Gotta get a new rear bumper now.
-July 18th, just moved up to ASC Coordinator title in the Engineering Dept. of my current employeer. Reminds me of that old song "movin on up, to the East side".
-June 14th, just bought a new car!
-February 2nd, when calling my phone you will here "highway to the danger zone" playing rather than the standard ring. Please refrain from being alarmed. Tis only my ringback tone. It's not my voicemail. So just give me some time to get to the phone rather than hanging up like most do.
-November 17th 2006, wisdom teeth removed.
-September 3rd 2006, moved in to my new place. 3bd 2ba 2car garage off Stagecoach. Lots of cleaning to do.
-August 21st 2006, (late night) Just got back from Miami & the cruise vacation. Sorry about being gone and not getting to emails.
Why I joined MySpace: :
I got on myspace cause my employer, at that time February 8th, 2005, transfered me from Little Rock to Fayetteville, Arkansas. So, due to that reason, I started a myspace account to meet people in the Northwest, Arkansas area. Cause I knew noone up there.
I continue now to myspace for these reasons:
-Keep in touch with friends (I use this place more than my cell, crazy I know).
-I like read'n people's feedback on my blogs. My writing is very important to me and I don't wanna write something that noone wants to read. So input from outside sources is awesome whether positive or negative comments pertain.
-Tha chance that someone I don't know will email me to meet up one day for coffee, lunch, whatever...So the chance to meet new people and make a good friend, would have to be my final and most important reason I am still on myspace.
Some Facts O' J: :
-I hate procrastinating procrastination. Just doesn't seem right. I feel like "Why should I put off procrastination when it feels so good to procrastinate now." I'm working on getting SOMETHING done. lol
-Highway to the danger zone is my theme song typically, but everyonce in awhile, you'll hear a Diamond Rio "I'm tryin" in my life.
-I struggle with understanding the bible and God and who is right and who is wrong about the translations of it and then vs now socities, ect... Every day.
-I'm very picky. Or overly confident in knowing what I want and not settling for anything less. Depending upon your perception.
-I'm mysterious, yet an open book. I'm weird, yet remind you so much of you. I'm talented, but yearn to improve. I'm sophisticated, yet love to drive with no shirt and my foot out my car. I'm a great teacher, but passionate to learn. I'm J Dub on Fridays when I'm riding with my boy Rod Psey in his benz. I'm JJ to my mother. I'm Jeff to my father. I'm Brother to my lil man Jake. I'm Jeffrey, when he is trying to get my attention. I'm CC when I'm hangin with my old friends from college. And I'm J when I introduce myself to you.
-I'm not the typical guy you meet on myspace. Nor the guy you met at the bar. Nor the guy at work you see everyday. Nope, not the guy of your dreams either. I'm the guy you noticed for a brief moment and wondered about as you were walkin to your car. And when you woke up the next day you told your friend about me. I'm the guy you questioned yourself about. Your momma couldn't have warned you about me, but I am. I'm the friend you didn't see come'n.
-Nope, you're right, I'm not all that... But I do come with a bag of chips.
-I seem to dream as if I'll live forever, but I also seem to live everyday as if I have forever on my side. I'm beginning to live today as if I'll die tonight. And I encourage everyone else to do the same.
-I think I'm bi-polar, though the doctors say I'm not, cause most of the time I see the glass as half full. But every once in awhile it's half empty.
-I'm 94% sure that music was created for me.
-I'm not attracted to most emo people. Yet, I have 2 friends that are.
-I love vehicles. Though there has yet been one mass produced that is the perfect one for me. Jeep Wrangler is thus far the closest thing.
-My favorite place really isn't a place per say. I guess if I had to pick one it would be in the future when I'm married and my head is on my wifes lap and we're on the couch outside on the balcony of our house, it's about 78 degrees outside with a slight breeze, sunny, and she is scratching my head while I'm slowly but surely about to take a cat nap. But now, presently, it's not a place. It's a whole day. And I'm either in my Jeep with the top down, doors off, left leg stickn out the Jeep just cruisin... Or, taking a windy road to a place I never been before, gettin lost, driving fast in my Acura RSX with the sunroof open.
-I'm the type that'll have a suit and tie on talk'n all sorts of proper at work, and as soon as I step in my vehicle throw in some chopped and screwed Swisha House beats through the stereo while lean'n from side to side doin my southside walk as if I'm at the club with my boy G or put in some good ol Chris Cagle and jam out to some country. Music, did I mention I love it all?
-I'm-a sing'n fool! In the shower, the car, at work... It's an addiction.
-I take the tags off of everything. Stickers too. My washer has no stickers, none of my clothes have tags, my car has no decals, ect... If it don't have my name on it I don't like it. So I remove it!
-I like to sleep with this old t-shirt by me cause it has a tag on it and I'll rub the tag between my fingers. (Old habit from when I was young--and it's the only thing that has a tag on it still... lol)
-I have a bad habit of biting my nails, work'n on quit'n.
-My friends make fun of me cause I stretch(well usually) when I wake up, before/after work out, and before I go out to a club/bar just in case someone decides to attack my friends or my skinny self, I at least won't pull anything. Odd right?.
-I am a perfectionist.
-Being a perfectionist sucks cause although I strive eachday to become my idea of perfect, I'm reminded at the end of the day, I am not. This bothers me, severely. Could be described as: almost an addiction that causes minor depression. This is related to my OCD which is discussed towards tha bottom of this section. However, please read I am confident in myself and my abilities. I wouldn't change anything about me other than small minute things that pertain to appearance rather than personality. Ex: My small "Enrique Iglesias" mole that is barely noticeable on tha right side of my face...Yea, I don't like it.
-Women shouldn't want this, they should expect it...Click me
-My written work consists of fiction for the most part. Some of my personal life may leak a bit in some of the poems/stories but for the most part I keep what I write about my personal life/thoughts, for my eyes only.
-You know those 1-800 numbers on the back of trucks that displays "How's my driving?"...Yea, well, I sometimes call those when drive'n by myself, bored.
-I don't like clowns (especially Ronald McDonald).
-I am no good @ tennis, bowl'n, or golf.
-I get stereotyped easily for be'n in a Fraternity and dress'n like a "pretty" S.O.B. but I don't classify as "one particular type". For example: Most people like to say "Oh, that person classifies as a: punk/emo, or jock, or nerd, or artistic, or metrosexual, or a frat guy, or skater type, or a romantic" ect...You get tha picture. Reason I have no stereotype you ask?...Well cause I don't have one hobby. I have several. I don't have one interest, I have several. I don't dress just one particular way. I dress several different kinds of ways, always depends on my mood. I have friends that fall from one end of tha spectrum to the other.
-I am one huge goober. Although, I know you can't tell cause in most my pics I look all serious, stern, and try'n to pose attractively.
-I like Conan O' Brian
-If I'm have'n trouble fall'n asleep, I sometimes rock myself by put'n my foot @ tha end of tha bed and move'n my foot up and down (which causes my whole body to move up and down as well...Yes, quite weird I know).
-I love it when my girl scratches my head and back.
-During summer my hair is brown...During winter it's black...Furthermore, my eyes are green during tha summer...and brown during winter.
-I love attention.
-About every 2 weeks I'll be layin in bed and can't stop thinkin about everything I need to do, everything I want to do, wonder if my loved ones are ok, start thinkin negatively about my position in life, start thinkin negatively about my loved ones not being ok, then get short of breathe and this lasts long enough to really freak me out and I began to lose my breathe and think I'm pass'n away, ect... Askin the doc about this and he stated they're panic attacks. Apparently more people then I thought get them. And apparently it's typically a phase in someones life. But, they are overcomeable. Mind over mind in a sense. I never realized how powerful a mind can be. Luckily my panic attacks only last about 20 minutes.
-I can't sit still less I have a gf then all I wanna do is sit @ my/or her apartment cuddling &...stuff. Ya know?
-I have a mild case of OCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder) & no I don't wash my hands every 5 minutes. For example my keys on my key ring go from biggest to smallest with all tha teeth pointed in tha same direction. Another example would be that my clothes are all folded tha exact same with tha same crease in equal length on each side as well as my hangers are exactly a finger length apart. (For some reason people seem to get a kick out of this, when they come visit they think they can change/cure me...Ummm...Don't. I don't go to ya'll's place and start clean'n, so please don't come to mine and destroy stuff cause ya think it's funny)
-O, and I can always tell if someone has moved something. (Just ask my previous & recent roommates, they'll inform ya).
-I give tha greatest advice this side of the Mississippi...I'm a young'n w/ tha wisdom short of Jesus Christ...Don't believe me? Simply ask me a question. Ye shall be amazed!
-I received tha nickname "CrazyCracka" or "CC" (which stands for CrazyCracka) from some of my "African connection" buddies (that's what I called 'em) back when I was a freshman in college in tha fall of 2002 cause, and I quote, "They've never expereinced a white man as Crazy as me". Other names I've got are "J Dub", "J." (most common amongst my caucasian friends), and Jeff (my old friends from high school still call me by this).
-My Majors are: Business Administration, and Spanish. Gonna try and get my associates in Computer Science first though. I have about 5 more years left of school since I work full-time and go to school part-time.
-I love Italian food.
-I almost got my head kicked off one time by Ryan Horon over his gf...well now his x.(I hooked up with her while they were go'n out) Since then some of my buddies I'm really close to have been hurt severely by their girls cheating on them. Sooo...I'm not like that anymore. I find it dis-respectful for anyone to hook-up with someone if they know they're in a relationship. So if you got a bf or a husband, sorry, go to someone else's profile if you're look'n for a hook-up. O, yes, Ryan and I are cool now.
-I wear black socks when wear'n black shoes out (I use to just always wear white socks, till one day at work someone said I looked like Michael Jackson).
-I'm a good dancer both slow & fast.
-My give-a-damn becomes busted when it comes to care'n about what others think. However, if I know you and like you, than I do care deeply of your opinion (may not ful-fill your opinion but non-tha-less I'll take it into consideration).
-I sleep with a pillow either between my legs, on my chest, or on my side with half my body on top tha pillow.
-I eat green beans out of the can usually.
-My lil man is like my son.(My lil man aka My Brother)
-I'm 25%Argentinian, 25%Italian, & 50%British like a swirl or a zebra if you will.(Recently found out we have ancestors that were German, some how, so now it's thrown all my percentages out of wack)
-I'm fluent in Spanish and can speak some French.
-More on me in my general section located to tha left of this column.
Hard to really describe me you just gotta hang with me and make your own opinion. I've been described as an "all in one Ghetto/Red-neck/ business man package" by several people due to be'n a romantic, listening to rap that most people have never heard before, wear'n suites to work (required by my employer sometimes when meet'n clients), and when weather permits, listening to Kenny Chesney's "No shoes, no shirt, no problem" song with tha top down doors off and nothing but cut up blue jeans and a cowboy hat on. Any questions just ask. However, I am blunt, I believe honesty is tha best policy. So careful. I speak truth. Ya might not like it.
The Interview with God: :
"So you would like to interview me?" God asked.
"If you have the time" I said.
God smiled. "My time is eternity."
"What questions do you have in mind for me?"
"What surprises you most about humankind?"
God answered...
"That they get bored with childhood, they rush to grow up, and then long to be children again."
"That they lose their health to make money...and then lose their money to restore their health."
"That by thinking anxiously about the future, they forget the present, such that they live in neither the present nor the future."
"That they live as if they will never die, and die as though they had never lived."
Gods hand took mine and we were silent for a while.
And then I asked...
"As a parent, what are some of lifes lessons you want your children to learn?"
"To learn they cannot make anyone love them. All they can do is let themselves be loved."
"To learn that it is not good to compare themselves to others."
"To learn to forgive by practicing forgiveness."
"To learn that it only takes a few seconds to open profound wounds in those they love, and it can take many years to heal them."
"To learn that a rich person is not one who has the most, but is one who needs the least."
"To learn that there are people who love them dearly, but simply have not yet learned how to express or show their feelings."
"To learn that two people can look at the same thing and see it differently."
"To learn that it is not enough that they forgive one another, but they must also forgive themselves."
"Thank you for your time," I said humbly.
"Is there anything else you would like your children to know?"
God smiled and said, "Just know that I am here... always."
My Plans: :
-Become closer to my family, especially Jesus & God.
-Apologize to those I've hurt in the past.
-Get up on stage and sing some songs that mean the most to my family and myself.
-Become more humble.
-Get $$$ for myself so I can provide for those I care about , especially my lil man & future wife. And if I happen to purchase a sports bike along tha way for myself, well...Who's look'n right?
My Quotes: :
-"And there it is."
-"Aw man, what the french toast?"
-"God, with you by my side I fear nothing, and can accomplish anything."
-"Even my boy Jesus had homies. He had 12 actually. I wish I had 12 homies."
-"Some men are born Brothers...Others earn it. Phi Phi K A"
-"It's ok! I'm a trained and certified warrior for this type of thing. Plus I'm a firefighter on the side."
-"Crap, I'm suppose to be professional about this."
-"A stranger is simply a family member you have yet got'n to know."
-"You can make a Heaven of hell or a hell of Heaven. It's up to you."
-"I enjoy to proclaim Yahh Trick from time to time. But how does one physically yahh a trick? Dowst I frantically wave my hands wilst proclaiming yahh trick? Wait, there is my boy G... I'll ask him. He has African connection."
-"Shananigallistic activities are not allowed while you are in my line of sight. Take your shananigans elsewhere turbo."
-"Do not sass me. Especially don't come in my yard and kick my dog."
-"Jeeeeeeeeppp!!!! Brahhh!! Man, brah, where is Jeep brah been? I've been searching since the 90's!."
-Not mine, but so true!
"I can't impress you with the cars and the wealth,
cause any woman with will and pride can get it herself."
-"Comply!!!"
-"Seriously just put tha hand cuffs on & let's go."
-"Damn she's like 50 Cent, ask'n me 21 Questions."
-"My fraternity is like some mexicans, ya fight one bean ya fight tha whole burrito."
-"Just call me Coach."
-"Sorry, I'm wackhoes intolerant."
-"It ain't where I been playboy, it's where I'm at and where I'm head'd..."
When speak'n to people named Luke:
-"Call me Dad, cause I'm your father."
-"I pose for pictures that are being taken. Get it straight."
-"Just call me Allstate...Cause when you're with me, you're in good hands."
-"How hard?...Pike hard. How big?... Pike big."
-"What it do, bay-be?" (Stolen from Paul Wall)
-"I'd hate to turn this place into tennis and start serve'n folks up."
Here's my answer to once ya go black ya neva go back:
-"Once ya get wit dis Cracka, Ya ain't neva go'n back na."
-"What's meant to be, will."
This one isn't mine I stole it:
-"I caught you a delicious bass....Wanna play me?"
-"Call me Campbells, cause I'm Mmm... Mmmm... Good."
When a girl I'm date'n begins to escalate conversation into an arguement:
-"You're right baby...Yo world, I just live in it."
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