my friends; kingdom hearts II; inuyasha; my fur babies; music in general; death note; d.n.angel; online games; ps2; kingdom hearts I; ddr; evanescence; amy lee; women of substance; gravitation; slight thunderstorms; cool rain on my skin in the summer; the feeling of falling in love; a cool breeze on my face on a warm day; the embrace of another; the feeling and sound of leaves crunching upon laying on them; watching leaves blow down from trees in the wind, as they circle around; gazing at stars while laying in the grass; going to sleep with the warmth of another next to you; watching the snow gently fall; a clear autumn night's sky with someone laying next to me looking up at it; falling asleep with a kitten on my chest; falling asleep with someone i love nearby.
Music
only a partial list:
+ 4 strings
+ 4th 'til morning
+ ac/dc
+ adam pascal
+ alanis morisette
+ all-4-one
+ the all-american rejects
+ andrew lloyd webber
+ ani difranco
+ backstreet boys
+ bon jovi
+ boyz II men (old school)
+ the calling
+ captain jack (r.i.p.)
+ carole king
+ celine dion
+ chevelle
+ course of nature
+ daniel bedingfield
+ dashboard confessional
+ deana carter
+ dido
+ dj sammy
+ do as infinity
+ edwin mccain
+ elyzium
+ evanescence
+ everclear
+ foo fighters
+ the frey
+ gin blossoms
+ gone 'til november
+ green day
+ group x
+ gwen stefani
+ hamasaki ayumi
+ james blunt
+ jewel
+ journey
+ kelly clarkson
+ the killers
+ kingdom hearts (ost)
+ kt tunstall
+ lacuna coil (met them, yey!)
+ linkin park
+ lisa loeb
+ liz phair
+ matchbox twenty
+ maroon 5
+ melissa etheridge
+ michelle branch
+ mika
+ morning wood
+ music & lyrics soundtrack
+ natasha bedingfield
+ no doubt
+ norah jones
+ once more with feeling (buffy)
+ rent (movie sdtk)
+ rise against
+ ryan cabrera
+ sarah brightman
+ savage garden
+ seether
+ shakira
+ sheryl crow
+ simple plan
+ the sundays
+ t.a.t.u.
+ third eye blind
+ utada hikaru
Movies
+ 50 first dates
+ brokeback mountain
+ brother bear
+ but i'm a cheerleader
+ coyote ugly
+ dirty dancing
+ empire records
+ eternal sunshine of the spotless mind
+ grease
+ harry potter (ad infinitum)
+ how to lose a guy in ten days
+ kate & leopold
+ kissing jessica stein
+ last holiday
+ lord of g-strings
+ mr. and mrs. smith
+ music & lyrics
+ peter pan (2004)
+ practical magic
+ the prince and me
+ the princess bride
+ the princess diaries
+ real genius
+ rent
+ saturday night fever
+ simply irresistable
+ serendipity
+ spanglish
+ steel magnolias
+ ten things i hate about you
+ the sisterhood of the traveling pants
+ teaching mrs. tingle
+ the tigger movie
+ twister
+ up close and personal
+ a walk to remember
+ west side story
+ when harry met sally
Television
+ azumanga daioh
+ buffy the vampire slayer
+ csi
+ er
+ full metal panic!: FUMOFFU!
+ gravitation
+ inyasha
+ ncis
Books
+ chicken soup for the soul (ad infinitum)
+ harry potter (ad infinitum)
+ in the time of butterflies
+ night
+ the nine emotional lives of cats
+ the sisterhood of the traveling pants (ad infinitum)
+ without you [by anthony rapp]
manga:
+ d.n.angel
+ death note
+ fake
+ full metal alchemist
+ gravitation
+ ranma 1/2
Kansas City Kansas Community College
Kansas City, KANSAS
Graduated: N/A
Student status: Alumni
Degree: None
Major: music -> general education
Minor: going back for creative writing...
Clubs: OQS (out, questioning, straight (well, trying to participate... they had my email wrong for contacting me)), CMENC secretary
2004 to 2005
Sumner Academy Of Arts & Science
Kansas City, KANSAS
Graduated: 2004
Student status: Alumni
Degree: High School Diploma
Clubs: SDS (students for driving sober) president 03-04; SDS member 01-02, 02-03; spanish club 98-99, 99-00, 01-02; art club 02-03, 03-04
addiction
i kiss my cigarette and wish it were you
with that much longer to breathe you in,
that much longer to hold you again,
that much longer to learn to let go.
i wish it were you as my current addiction,
though i suppose you are if i'm writing,
but i wish it were something more, something different,
that i had known your touch to begin with,
those kisses that must be so sweet,
that warmth to hold close to me.
staring down at the nineteen that remain,
nineteen more times i can dream, i can wish,
i can pretend that it's you, and not a filter
that i am missing and reaching for. --by me.
hold me, kiss me, make me yours keep me there 'till i stop .c.r.y.i.n.g.; love me there 'till i'm through dying. d o n ' t l e t m e g o, just keep me close. make me .b.e.l.i.e.v.e. i'm not alone please don't kick me to the street, take my hand and pull me back, 'cause i don't know why i'm here... i don't know where i am... i woke alone, and here. i. stand., waiting, hoping someone turns back, hoping that it's her and knowing that is just a dream. save me, touch me, comfort me .l.e.t. .m.e. .k.n.o.w. .y.o.u.'.r.e. .t.h.e.r.e... prove to me that someone cares, just... make me feel alive... --by me.
i kissed you last night.
i bet you didn't even know that.
'course i'm sure you wouldn't,
because i woke up right after it.
..though it felt like it was the most real thing i've felt in months...
i see you every day,
even though i haven't seen you in days... weeks, months, even.
.a.n.d... i .d.u.n.n.o.
i guess all i can do for you now is leave you this message and
let you know that i still think about you.
so, tell me,
do you still think of me.. . . . . . .
Who I'd like to meet: amy lee of evanescence -hell, the whole band- because she/they inspire me so much. the entirety of gone 'til november, because they're just that awesome and you should check them out if you haven't.
my online friends. i've known most of them for quite a few years now, and have only met one of them.
someone who can understand what i mean when i use words with more than three syllables, and who is very intimate with the word 'sarcasm'. a girl that isn't afraid to be seen with me in public, and who can deal with my bipolar tendancies without killing me. also, rules for dating a lan: one) if i haven't seen you before today, please do not greet me with a hug. just... no, don't. two) i'll be opening that door for you. three) as long as i have thought processes and a voice with working vocal cords, you're not ordering for me. four) have more than one subject ready to talk about, plzkthx. five) do not, under any circumstances, pick that check up before i do, because it's mine. especially true if it's pre-split for whatever reason. six) i'm still opening that door for you. seven) i'll be the one to say i'll call you later tonight or something of the sort, because your phone WILL ring sometime within twenty four hours.
Happy Belated Birthday! Sorry I knew it was yesterday but I didn't have time to get online at work...and the comp at my house is messed up! Sorry! I LOVE YOU!!!
So I wasn't even paying attention to the layout of your page and then it hit me! NANA!!! I love that manga (ok so I haven't read it from the beginning...but I've read enough of it to love it!) I was also looking at other things and ran across this:
They spoke to me for some reason...but due to your black/white layout, you might not be able to tell, they're rainbow colored!!! I dunno why, but rainbows fascinate me. I hope you're feeling better!!! Huggles!
i was going to do that top six bulletin but i would have had to change the top six and then i also would like to request you add "last dance with mary jane" to your songlist preferably next to 'wish you were here' so i can just jam. showin' some love, so take a puff for me.
I don't know what my schedule is next week, but I'll let you know when I do know...I DO know that I have Tuesday and Wednesday off because I had to have them off, so not one of those days. I probably close sunday and monday...eh yeah I'll let you know when I know.
The other day was the first day since before Thanksgiving I was actually able to work on them. We are so understaffed there was no other choice. Keep looking. There has to be something somewhere
so i found this magic eight ball that you could add to your page.. i clicked on it, thought "will this be a cool thing to add to my page?" and it came up "haha no way!" the irony...
This spontaneous moment of affection has been brought to you by Peppermint Mochas. Peppermint Mochas, sparking my random warm and fuzzy moments since 2004!
it's not so much that i liked it. more like it uncannily resembled my current (former) situation. freaky really. you know like how after time goes by your favorite song can mean more than one thing to you...
