I Like music that is good, people who are nice, love, potato guns, things of an artistic nature, people who posess a sense of humor, painting, drawing, bunny rabbits, writing crap and then reading it aloud to people so as to irritate them, and also tacos.
I Hate rap, boy bands, courtney love, shallow people, selfishness, stupidity, people who make assumptions about who I am without actually knowing me, old people, bad teeth, soap operas, etc.
I love Christina! She is my best friend, and is always there for me. We don't hang out enough :P
♥♥♥Mike♥♥♥
Mike is my husband, and I love him very much. He's sweet, artistic, talented in most everything, just kinky enough, and he has good taste in music He is able to make me happy when I'm sad, and he has been my muse for a long time...
I mean, I have so many paintings and poems related to him in some way that it's just silly
We've been through alot of bad stuff and drama in the past few years, and alot of good stuff, too, so it balances out and I think it makes us stronger to have suffered and succeeded together.
He is my world, my everything. I want to grow old with him, explore the world with him, any and everything possible!
♥I love you sooooooo much, baby!♥
~Me Spiritual Interests~
I love Egyptian mythology, art, and religion. I also like magick, but not the fluffy wicca kind.. sorry. Bastet is my primary goddess, of course, and after years of studying all kinds of belief systems i finally came across the perfect one- one I made up by myself, through integrating aspects of other religions I liked. To me, religion is a means of comforting oneself, and of explaining the unexplainable.. but no one's version really sated me except for the Egyptians, yet it would be absolutely impossible to practice that all by myself, especially considering the religion has been dead for 2000 years and we still know very little about it :(
My version consists of Egyptian, Buddhist, and Wiccan traditions, mish-mashed together, and they compliment eachother nicely ^_^
~Bast~
Bast is the Egyptian Goddess and protector of cats, women and children. She is Goddess of the sunrise, love, fertility, birth, music and dance. Bast is the Goddess of the moon and possessor of the Utchat. The all seeing eye of her brother Horus. Her scared city, Bubastis, was in lower Egypt (the northern part). Bubastis signifies "The House of Cats" in ancient Egyptian. Bast feast day is celebrated on October 31. The Egyptians celebrated the feast of Bast with merry making, music, dancing, drinking much like our modern Marti Gras. Bast is often shown holding a sistrum (a type of rattle), during the celebrating, worshipers shuck a sistrum. Bast has a twin sister named Sekhmet. Together the twin sisters formed the "Yin Yang" of Egyptian religion. Bastet being the positive force and Sekhmet being the destructive force. Bast is depicted in art many ways, the most common is the body of young woman with the head of a domestic cat. (Her sister, Sekhmet is shown with the head of a lioness). Another popular form of Bast, is her earthly form, a seated cat, when in this form her name changes to Bastet.
"When the people are on their way to Bubastis, they go by river, a great number in every boat, men and women together. Some of the women make a noise with rattles, others play flutes all the way, while the rest of the women, and the men, sing and clap their hands. As they travel by river to Bubastis, whenever they come near any other town they bring their boat near the bank; then some of the women do as I have said, while some shout mockery of the women of the town; others dance, and others stand up and lift their skirts. They do this whenever they come alongside any riverside town. But when they have reached Bubastis, they make a festival with great sacrifices, and more wine is drunk at this feast than in the whole year besides. It is customary for men and women (but not children) to assemble there to the number of seven hundred thousand, as the people of the place say."
-- Herodotus, Histories Book II Chap 60
~Sekhmet~
There was a temple to Sekhmet at Kom el-Hisn in the western Delta. In this legend the sun-god Re fears that mankind plots against him. The gods urge him to call down retribution on men by sending his avenging Eye down to Egypt as Sekhmet. As the goddess slays men, leaving them in pools of blood in the deserts where they fled, she transforms into the 'powerful'.
During the night the god Re, trying to avert a total massacre of the human race by the goddess who clearly has become unstoppable in her bloodlust, orders his high priest at Heliopolis to obtain red ochre from Elephantine and grind it with beer mash. Seven thousand jars of red beer are spread over the land of Egypt. In the morning Sekhmet returns to finish her task of destroying the human race, drinks what she assumes is blood and goes away intoxicated, unable to complete her slaughter.
She is the twin sister of the cat goddess Bast, and they represent a duality of good and evil, yet Sekhmet herself is portrayed as having both good and evil sides. Her qualities as Healer, Mother and Protector are often overlooked. In the realm of Ancient Egyptian Medicine, almost all healers and surgeons of Ancient Kemet would most certainly have fallen under Sekhmet's jurisdiction.
Sekhmet is the wrathful form - polar opposite - of Bastet - goddess of joy, music, dance, sexual love, pregnancy and birth. With leonine head, female human body and the strength of her father, she is the noontime sun - intense blinding heat.
Music
prettys... but now trent is waaay too huge :P
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(pause my musics before playing...)
Dancer in the dark, American beauty, Donnie Darko, and most anything else that causes fits of crying/self contemplation.
Television
Fucking TV >_<
Anime, nature shows, documentaries, cartoons...
Humans are a cancer of the Earth... (Blue Gender)
Books
Kafka, Poe, Shakespeare, Poppy Z. Brite, etc, etc. I like horror, introspective, and dark fiction. Comics, especially
Heroes
I am my hero.
My husband- Not only for saving me from being homeless in 2001, or saving me from a morbidly obese woman who's wanted to literally kill me for the past 4 years, or any other life/death heroics he's performed for me, but also for how her constantly restores my faith in humanity through his kindness, honesty, compassion, empathy and the endless patience and love he shows me every day. I
can only wish that I were so valiant as he is.
Lesser heroes:
Lenore and friends
DA HAPPY NOODLE BOY!
Marilyn Monroe
Betty Page
Giger
Brom
Dirge
Jhonen
Rain is so smart!
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Hiyas :)
My name is Chaotika, and I am a pin-up model...
I live in hell Las Vegas, and I can't wait to move back home, to Hollyweird.
When I'm, not hunting for modeling jobs and promoting my stuff, I play videogames and read comics. Sometimes I write shitty poetry.
Sometimes I go out to clubs and drink too much and act like an idiot. Sometimes I sit around in coffee houses chain smoking and drawing naked ladies!br>
I love my life!
(I like to blow bubbles)
What else do you wanna know? heehee >^..^<
P.S... Baby bats are so adorable! When I see em I just wanna pinch their pale lil cheeks and go "awwwwwww!!! You so shpooky!!!!"...
heeheeheeheehee! ^_^
Uhm... that is all...
The E-Mail battle rages on...
And with 15 pages of unanswered letters, well...
Don't hate me for taking so long to resond... :P
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Who I'd like to meet:
I'd like to meet people who aren't judgemental, shallow, manipulative or selfish. God, I hate those kinds of people!
We're sick of Sean's bullshit. And I'm happy to slap a blueblood sticker over that SG shyte ;)
Post this on your page... pass it on <3 You're Devi! Bad people happen to you more than is normal. You must live a cursed life.
Sept. 11th 2001. That was such I tradgic day. I remember how you, me and Richard and that crazy guy friend of yours, sat in front of the tv chain smoking and wondering what to do. It was a bad day, but baby girl, you were here with us. I miss you every moment of every day and hope you and Mike are together. I recall you met Mike shortly after 9/11 when you got rid of that weird bald dude that fucked up both our lives. Sending my love to my baby girl and her prince charming. I wish we could go to Ren Fair together. Love to you both, wherever you are. Love, Mommers
I miss you "Silly little Cynders" I miss you and Mike and think of you both everyday. It hurts but you give us signs. I met Barbara your friend and she is so sweet and so cool and soooo reminds me of you sweetheart. She is like your twin. I hope I have a dream soon with you guys in it. I miss your hugs! I hope you are together and happy. I suppose we will all be together by 12/21/12! If not sooner. I love you guys!
Thought I heard humming again when I woke up today. Met your lovely Mummers last night! Boy, you're lucky to have such a sweet Mommy! You remember mine >< ~ Thinking of you constantly and missing you. Thanks for the pennies and dimes I've stepped on just when I thought you'd gone quiet. Miss playing Warcraft with you and Mike. Miss making hair and telling Guzzy jokes and playing silly video games with squirrels in them. Miss drawing with you. Miss giggling at Mike's goofiness with you. Too bad our cats never had the dream relationship we tried to give them, lol. Knowing you and I, we'd have kept all of the kittens.
Baby girl. I dreamed of you and Mike last night. We were at, I guess it was a Fair. It was like the renassaince fair, but all the Pirates were there. We had a good time and had all the sushi we could eat. It was good to see you and Mike and it was so fun and so real. We were together and having fun. YOu looked so beautiful and you were so sweet. I am glad I have the dreams, it makes it easier and I wake up happy instead of crying. I miss you both and send you love and hugs, wherever you are. Love, Mommers
Baby girl! I just saw the Memeorial at Sunset Park today for you and Mike! Thank you Maggie! You are so sweet to do this for them! It is so special. We hung out there for a bit feeding the ducks and geese and remembering Cyndi and Mike. It was nice but made me cry. Thank you Maggie! I know Cyndi and Mike thank you too! :D Hugs! Cyndi's Mommers
He is able to make me happy when I'm sad, and he has been my muse for a long time...
We've been through alot of bad stuff and drama in the past few years, and alot of good stuff, too, so it balances out and I think it makes us stronger to have suffered and succeeded together. 
Marilyn Monroe
(I like to blow bubbles) 
