My name is Andrea. I don't care how you pronounce it. I'm 18 years old and I'm not ready to grow up. I'm starting to college in August. I can't wait to go there and get away from every bad memory that still lingers here. I like to live for the future and I don't regret anything. Every choice I have made has built me up as a person and made me who I am today. I believe everybody deserves a second chance and I always try to be as nice as I can to everyone.
Very few people actually know me. I'm bitter about getting close to new people and am paranoid about the ones I love. I don't know how many people I can allow myself to get attached to anymore. I trust way too easily. My heart has been broken into a thousand pieces. And those pieces have been torn to shreds. I'm very shy and my emotions are childish. I have terribly low self esteem.
Music is my cure for everything. I can't function through the day without it. I'M ADDICTED TO SILENT HILL. I have a thing for syringes and hospitals. Makeup is my passion. I strive to turn heads and I'm always looking for new ideas and inspirations. I love art.
I find the grotesque beautiful. The macabre intriguing. The insane amusing. I have a fetish for the spooky. Horror is my drug. I march to my own beat and express myself in my own style. I make changes for myself and no one else. I enjoy the simple things in life. I think pale skin is gorgeous. I enjoy talking to myself while driving to nowhere. I don't notice some of the things that I say. I'll randomly start dancing like no one's watching and I walk funny through halls. I make bizarre noises and you will remember me, whether you want to or not.
I have interests that are strange and taboo. I'm obsessed with murder. The gorier, the more interesting. Guns are boring. My favorite serial killers are John Wayne Gacy and Jack the Ripper. I'm determined to be a C.S.I. when I grow up.
I have a sick, dry sense of humor. I laugh when others scream and smile at inappropriate times. I'm a total geek.
Whether you love me or detest me, you have read every single word of this. I find it funny that the people that hate me still come and look at my profile to check up on me. I don't like being copied; my parents only had one child for a reason. If you think I'm an idol, you're sadly mistaken. I despise fake people. Take off that mask and be yourself.
My father says that almost the whole world is asleep. Everybody you know, everybody you see, everybody you talk to. He says that only a few people are awake, and they live in a state of constant, total amazement.
I'm not going to tell you who you are. I don't know who you are. I know who wants to know. It's taken me all my life to find out who I am.
