Jason.
what can i say about you? i love you so much, we have had our ups and downs. but i know we can work everything out. it just seems so stressful lately, everything has. i know so many people who are stressed out too. i think its just something in the air. but anyway. jason you are the sweetest guy i know, i dont know where i would be without you, you've always been there for me, and i will always been there for you. i care about you so much, and i know that you do too, and that makes me so happy, you dont know how happy. you've always supported me and you always tell me how wonderful and amazing i am, so now its my turn.
youre the most amazing guy ever, you are so nice, and i dont know why you think thats a bad thing. i think that is the best thing about you, besides the fact that you are so funny, thats the best thing about you, you make me laugh so much, i dont thikn anyone has made me laugh as much as you do, the thing that makes me happy though, is when you laugh, that makes my day, i love to see you smile, i hate when youre sad, it makes me sad. but yeah...what ever happens, just know, i love you with all of my heart.
Mariela. You are my best friend, you have ALWAYS been there for me, and just know i will ALWAYS be there for you. No matter what problems i have had, you always comfort me. i dont know what i would do without you, if anything happend to you, i dont know...i would be so alone...you are my only best friend, if anything happend, i dont know who i would turn to. youre the nicest person i have ever known, and i dont think its fair about all of the bad things that have happend to you. it just dosnt seem fair because you dont deserve that to happen to you, just who cares what other people think, all that really matters is that you have friends and family who love you no matter what, the people who make fun of you, they are not your friends. we have had so many amazing memories, so many laughs, especially at marco...:) and i hope a lot more to come....hahahah and yes..."friendship is like peeing your pants, everyone can see it, but only you can feel it. thanks for being the pee in my pants"
You are currently listening to: Dashboard by Modest Mouse.
Im Sara.
Oh shit...hello i am sara jean deming. i am so annoying when it comes to me talking about being an artist. you probably dont even care because you probably arent even reading this...but hey, in case you havent noticed, i really want to become a fucking famous artist. That would be so fucking awesome. but yeah. i really need to find inspiration, i find inspiration form weird things, things like, other peoples artwork, tv shows, music, dreams, OH and one dream i had it was awesome. okay it was me at this intersection and the intersection had like old buildings and the buildings had vines and buches all over them, and i was in this building and there were floating glass windows and on the glass window was my latest art peice, Broccoil, and yeah. thats basically it. oh and i also find inspiration from the ones i love. they are the best inspiration, whether they make me sad, happy, angry, or anything else, there is always a story behind my art. seriously i dont know what i would do without people. i mean i can live without all the fucking whores and all the dumb blondes, and sluts, but if i had to be alone, no friends, no family, i would go insane, and i never really noticed that until a couple days ago. but off the subject completely, i love to scan my face HAHAHAHAHA.
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ooh okay call me first if you can cuz i have to work so maybe you can come before we leave or come after like tonight and maybe you can spend the night...idk whatever you want.
Heyyy!! Just wondering, do u still draw chickens?!?!? Just popped into my head like 5 min ago!! I still do, but since I got a Hamster, I'm drawing them too!! Hope ur good ♥
haha i know. when i was talking to dalton on the phone last night he was talking about ryan and he said that ryan asked him "so if you were to rate mariela on a scale 1 to 10 what would it be?" dalton said 50. and ryan laughed and said no seriously, and dalton said a 10. i was just like ehh ryan :P
haha yeah i want to too. we have to go to the mall AND have a bonfire.
i cant go to the mall tomorrow cuz i have to work tomorrow. maybe saturday but i told dalton and he said he wanted us to go sometime next week cuz he and jason want to come on our underwear adenture haha and daltons working this weekend soo idk...what do we do?
hey i got my phone back! but dont text me cuz i dont want to go over my 200 txt limit and get in trouble for it. so did you talk to jason about you know...saying i loveyou to dalton...?
Ohhh. Well, I mean they're always there, at the back of my mind.... like, when I see a little girl hanging onto her daddy I get reminded of myself at that age and feel superrrr sad, but.... life goes on, you know? I'll never forget them, but I gotta live my life too. Losing pets is also horrible too though, because if you baby them like I do, you feel like you've lost a child yourself! :[
...? Of course I'm okay! :0 I just miss youuu. I don't miss Green (even though he and the rest of you were in a dream I had last night.... weird. :/) I hope we have another class together next yearr... D:
you probably dont even care because you probably arent even reading this...but hey, in case you havent noticed, i really want to become a fucking famous artist. That would be so fucking awesome. but yeah. i really need to find inspiration, i find inspiration form weird things, things like, other peoples artwork, tv shows, music, dreams, OH and one dream i had it was awesome. okay it was me at this intersection and the intersection had like old buildings and the buildings had vines and buches all over them, and i was in this building and there were floating glass windows and on the glass window was my latest art peice, Broccoil, and yeah. thats basically it. oh and i also find inspiration from the ones i love. they are the best inspiration, whether they make me sad, happy, angry, or anything else, there is always a story behind my art. seriously i dont know what i would do without people. i mean i can live without all the fucking whores and all the dumb blondes, and sluts, but if i had to be alone, no friends, no family, i would go insane, and i never really noticed that until a couple days ago. but off the subject completely, i love to scan my face HAHAHAHAHA.
