Hi all friends! It was time to be me...my page was so boring. Talking about how fantastic I am. I am just an average Joe or you may say, Jane. I am a full time 9 to 5er, I have 2 beautiful children whom I adore, and a husband that treats me like a princess. I love to cook, (and I am quite good at it), I love my job, I have great friends at work, and I love my music. I have been recording with my producer for over a year now. I took a break for a bit and now I am back.
I thought initially that I wanted to be in the spotlight, and to have people calling and chanting my name (LOL), but I have realized that I already have that here at home. I hear Momma at least 50 times a day and that has made me famous enough. I love to write music, I am very talented. But I would much rather have someone else sing it. I can still share with the world that way and still be able to stay at home and be a full-time Mom.
Kaeli is 4, she is my little star. She has a very strong opinion about life and isn't afraid to tell anyone about it. I remember being in school and getting letters home from school, they would say, "Jessica is a joy to have in class, she is very popular with the other students and never runs out of things to say." In other words that means that I was a motor mouth, and Kaeli certainly has taken after me. She has her dad's way of making you smile with her goofy tactics and her unconditional love. I love her more than words could ever describe, she truly is my very best friend.
Chase is 2, he is a special one. He has eyes of glass and they pierce everyone's heart. He is very much a Mama's boy. He loves only me, and let's everyone around him know it. Spoiled rotten, are two words to describe him. He makes my day just to hear him say my name. He has the craziest expressions, he always lights up my day.
Adam my husband, is my knight in shining armor, I am truly blessed to have him in my life. I come home from work everyday to a clean house and a meal on the table. He takes my shoes off as I walk in and welcomes me home lovingly every day. I am very lucky to be his wife. He makes life so easy for me. I enjoy each and every day I get to spend with my family.
Being a mother and a wife, I have missed out on a lot of things, that I don't regret, but things that would have been so much fun! I look at single friends and yearn for that freedom sometimes, but I would never give it up in a million years. I miss my friends, and I miss that bond that I shared with one in particular very much, but our lives are so much different. One day I know that she will be in the same situation as I am and really truly know the feeling. I can't wait for her to experience the love that I feel for my children and know that life only just begins when you look down into that tiny little face for the first time.
This is more me, this is who I am, piece by piece and who I have always been. For those of you who need encouragement, the best is yet to come, life will take you by the hand and lead you exactly where you need to be if you let it, and everything will peacefully fall into place, exactly how it was meant to be.
