im most interested in performance. be it Ballroom Dancing or singing both hold a special part in my heart. musical theatre undoubtedly is my most treasured though! i wonder why? my first musical ever was West Side Story and i played Bernardo (of course!) lol but my other career is something i was born into.. together with my family i run a wholesale fresh flower company and we also do property development you might say.. just ask.. i'll tell you more!
i love to cook.. when im away that is and i like living in the city. currently looking for an investment flat in sydney and its the hardest thing that anyone could ever do! perhaps i will live in it.. heaven knows i would like to!
Music
Movies
this clip below is quite simply the best video ive seen.. its of kristen Chenoweth and i truly rate her as the best theatre artist of our time! watch her amazing timing and delivery.. her comic pauses and facials as well as movements are superb! please marry me kristen! lol
most people would agree im a pretty well adjusted focused and driven individual with a flair unlike anyone else they know..
im athletic with a quick witted sense of humour and always able to see the funny side of most situations. i get along well with most ppl i meet and im always looking to make new friends. if i could coin a phrase it would be "jump on, hang on, enjoy the ride"...and if the right guy comes along well then i guess suddenly i'll know..
eat your heart hey out GUYS AND DOLLS fans!
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with me its all or nothing!! i wear my heart on my sleeve all too often but i think that this is a good trait in people and something i will not compromise on. one does not require a time frame to be told when to love someone, when in your heart and mind you know.
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until recently i had assumed that i had met THE one.. that i had met my perfect someone with whom you know you can share absolutely anything, without fear of judgement or ridicule! but alas once again to my dismay, it was not to be. chris it turns out was my New Zealand lesson in life and one that was grand, passionate and exciting albeit brief. "youre the right guy just the wrong time" he says to me as we lay in bed.. my heart pounds, my chest crushed and i have to be reminded to keep breathing.. i had already seen the writing on the wall and pride will not allow me to shed tears. as it turns out i had previously shed my tears the day before and tried desperately not to be embarrassed as i lay naked in the darkness.
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perhaps what he said was true, or perhaps just an easy sweet let down? who knows.. only HE knows for sure. i have decided to give him the benefit of the doubt and only one thing is for certain- I do not harbour ill feelings toward him, and wish him nothing but happinness.. i have enjoyed loving him and smile fondly at the love he showed me and beautiful words or moments we shared. yes it will take me a while, but im sure one day we will be friends.. anything is possible. he may even come to his senses! lol.. you know what..? SCRATCH this whole friggin paragraph.. the little bastard i have just this second found out (it is two days since he split with me) cheated on me with a guy i previously met! i shall message my sentiments of disgust to them both now and im sure feel better about myself! thanks Chris and thanks Stephen! note the sarcasm?
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and so i find myself both suddenly single and yet strangely calm. calm in the knowledge that i am a fantastic person.. a great catch with so very much to give. that whoever sees this and takes the challenge will indeed be loved and blessed! (moment of self worth and justification! ha ha)
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my standards are high and so too are my morals.. i surround myself with positive people and i believe i have been blessed throughout my life in so many different ways from family to friends (jessica) and to work.. especially of late but thats not to say i havent had my fill of disappointments or heartaches! it seems the saying is true.. you DO have to kiss alot of frogs before you meet your Prince!
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Finally, as a prodigy of master Yoda and a Jedi,ive come to realise that all these happenings are stepping stones and have helped create the person i am today. life is one giant learning curve and i try to use the force whenever i can! hee hee
multi tasking however,is something that still eludes me!
Who I'd like to meet: picture this.. a foreign country. it is a friday morning and i find myself staring across the breakfast table, into the most crystal blue eyes i have ever seen, of a most intriguing, driven and focused young man. he is beyond his years and although our first oficial meeting and date (of sorts) was the previous night,he already has my undivided attention with his handsome good looks, devilish charm and sophisticated ways that far excell his 21 years! his south african accent alone is intoxicating and i secretly laugh to myself, that this man could read to me from the yellow pages, and i would tingle all over!!
suddenly, just as he asks me if i would like a glass of some strange green concoction i have never heard of let alone tasted, alarm bells seem to be going off loudly within me.. and it is at this moment i realise that Chris is THE ONE!
in my mind a picture is forming.. house, dog, (or cat, or both), and two children..and i am struck with the realisation that after what would seem to be 29 years of waiting, i have found him!
he is captivating in every sense and holds my attention with ease, making me ponder about his upbringing.. about just how lovely his parents must be to have raised such an amazing and modest young man, so full of fine qualities and morals beyond compare. i feel as if i cannot wait to meet them.
i pour myself another cup of tea adding only two sugars this time instead of my usual three (i am an aspiring diabetitic it would seem!)
as he tells me about his studies of ancient cultures and languages at university, i further learn he is a gymnast, speaks seven languages and is also a dancer.. another sip of green juice, a bite of croissant.. he then asks
"do you have time this morning to visit my university to see an art exhibition of mine?"
i nearly faint dead away.. is there nothing this man cannot do? clearly not! hee hee
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(insert noise of car screeching to a dramatic halt here!) SNAP OUT OF IT!!! clearly i was smitten.. but it was great and i wish everyone at some stage of there lives will feel this euphoric and unparalleled feeling! i'll know when my love comes along, i'll know then and there.. i'll know by his calm steady voice that at last ive arrived safe and sound! he will be masculine yet able to share his feelings.. he will kiss me passionately and not be afraid to show affection in public. he will take my breath away every time we meet. his standards will be as high as mine. he will have his stuff together,sharing experiences with me. he will captivate my attention, make me laugh and will be intoxicating!! if there is anyone out there up for the challenge, or believes that we could evoke these wonderful feelings in each other, then i say BRING IT ON!!!
Anytime baby! You know all you need is to tap me on the shoulder and Ill come running after BIG STEVE!!!! LoL... I know the pic is HOT! We're so full of class (...and booze) Are you back in NZ yet??? When you get to visit Melb let me know!!! Love you! xx
Thanks for the add :) You could spin me around the ballroom any day ... Though I'd be hard pressed to keep up with your fine form I'm sure ! But I'm not bovered ! ;)
hahaha no i think i was just referring to you being a loser hahaha!!!! :-P kidding hon!!! The after party better be a killer!!! Ill be there so it will be good anyway!!! tee hee! REady for the aussies??? Doing both NV and ballroom?? xx
LoL you crack me up!!!!!!!!! Cause i taught to steal other peoples vids now you get better ones than me!!!! OH!!!! hahaha... you must become a long serving addict to myspace before you become a down right WIZZ!!! :-P
haha yeah alright ill help haha!!! Umm when ya go to youtube to watch the vid, take the URL for embedding and then paste it into your edit profile where ever you want it to go! Does that help?? Let me know if it doesnt! Do you apologise now tht I helped you haha! and no im not the town bike biatch! haha
That gorgeously delicious green concoction that i made you drink was called Spirulina! Wasn't it just the most fantastc, mind blowing, extraordinary drink ever!!
Don't remember you liking it that much. But you'll get used to it... then you'll be ADDICTED to it!